I Hate Myself. I Hate My Past. I Feel Worthless. Can God Really Love Me?


This woman is pregnant. She does not want her baby. She doesn’t want to abort, but sees no other options.


She is awaiting the abortionist to take the baby. She has second thoughts, but goes through with it regardless. She is sad.

Praying woman hands

Later, she regrets what she has done. She wishes she could go back and undo the wrong she did. But she can’t. Through many tears, she confesses that it was wrong what she did, her heart aches, and she is sorry. She asks God to forgive her. She is repentant. And, she asks Jesus to be her Savior.


In her spirit, she feels pain, but there is a comfort she has never before felt. She senses a peace. Could it be true? Has she been forgiven? How could it be? What she did was so wrong, and so evil! She senses something, or someone, close to her heart, telling her it’s okay now.


Something happens. In her mind, she sees Jesus holding the baby she aborted. She has comfort because now she knows she will see her baby someday, and her baby is okay. She has been forgiven. And wow! She’s even thinking of it as ‘her’ baby! She’s never been able to do that before because ‘not’ thinking of ‘it’ as ‘a baby’ or ‘hers’ helped numb her feelings of hurt.

None of us will ever be good enough. But Jesus was.  That’s why He died and rose again, so that we could someday kneel in the presence of God, and be saved from eternal death. Ask Jesus to be your Savior today. Believe in Him, and fall in love with Him, for He loves you! Waste  no more time, because time is almost up.  No matter what you have done, God can and will forgive you if you repent today.  Ask God to forgive you and turn away from your sins.  He loves you!


“For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.”  John 3:16

Categories: Children/Pro-Life, Christian Living, Forgiveness, God's Lovingkindness, Love

4 replies

  1. The moral of the story is that if you don’t have Jesus, you only have excuses. I’m so thankful for Jesus. Only He can wash away the sin. http://youtu.be/wej1jHtiH-M

  2. Reblogged this on lynleahz.com and commented:

    A short post worth taking the time to read. It might save someone’s soul.

"If My people who are called by My name will humble themselves, and pray and seek My face, and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin and heal their land." 2 Chronicles 7:14 God's call to the world! Are you ready?

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